i'm in the worst position right now.....

one phone call made my life hell. just a couple minutes ago i got the worst phone call from my mom. no one died but i feel like a disappointment! i'm trying my best to go to YFC right now but nothing is working. i really need prayer and worship but i think there is a reason why GOD made this happen. Life is very stressful and i need more and more prayer. i've been listening to people problems and i'm happy cause i'm there for them. and i'm thankful for GOD giving me another day to live but i'm tired. this may sound crazy but i'm sick of it. i'm tired i want to be with GOD already. I love my family and friends and i'm thankful for them. for my friends i thank the people that are always there to listen and for my family i love you guys but some people just make my life sooooo hard on me. it's tough to live a life like this. it seems like i'm strong but i'm not! right now i'm tearing up and i'm just thankful for living, but GOD i know your reading this and i just want to let you know that i'm tired. and i'm ready when ever you are. for my friends reading this i love you. i'm going through so much right now and i need prayer!!!!!!! YFC i need to be there right now!!!!