getting there....

as my last blog said that loosing faith and that i'm going through dpression well i really thought about everything that night. and yesterday i woke up still sad and everything but someone made me smile! a person that doesn't know i'm there but she makes me smile. i really do miss her and knowing that she's with someone i still have that feeling that she loves me. when i see her i just have the biggest smile in my face but knowing that she's not goign to be the person of your life. i know i'll be getting there soon cause i feel that she has something for me. i hope that everythings goes well with that but behind this smile i'm affraid.