how i feel

Everyday i wake up to this! <3

Haven't blogged in a while because i just wanted to know what would happen in these past couple of days. We haven't seen each other in like a week or so and finally got to see you again yesterday. I was soo excited to finally get to see you again even though we basically talk to eachother 24/ 7 on the phone or texting or even webcamming, but it was nice to see you again yesterday. As we went to the mixer i really expected it to be hellllla fun but it didn't. it was alright but wasn't all that great. thank you for the 2 times we danced and trying to have me dance with your friends. haha as the night progressed hung out with you then went to your cousin's house everything was going well. everything started to just make my day. Laying down next to you, giving you massages, and sleeping for a bit, tucking you into bed, actually saying goodnight in person and seeing you sleep. These just made me smile. I'm starting to really fall for you and remember when we talked about that one day you had your friend do that card thing for you and you had to choose between me and another guy. I hope you choose me. I really am starting to grow into liking you and maybe fall in love with you later down the line. This is how i really feel and i woke up this morning and thought you were beside me but wasn't. I just want to say thank you for yesterday and i want to thank God again for another day where we got to hangout and see eachother because i really did started to miss you and this is all coming from the heart<3