Fuck My Life

i really don't know what to do right now. something that i didn't want to see or hear i saw. a simple text made me not who i am now. I thought that something was growing but maybe it's not. idk if i have something to still wait for but i just hope that she's still someone that i could wait for. I'm hella like not the same person anymore. like wen i got that text i was driving and i just wanted to crash and die. i really do like you and i know you don't feel the same way. i don't know what to do anymore i'm really just :/ i still like you or maybe i love you because i can't let go. i just hope nothing changes because lately i've been the happiess person, but i guess.............. idk FML. this is all coming from the heart <3

OKAY. i just talked to Cecile about everything. and idk........ i'm heartbroken and just not the same anymore :( i'm reallly hurting but life's hard and i just got to live wit it. Crying maybe nothing but yea idk i'm just not the same