special things

Friday, yesterday was another day where i thought it would be a great day but just ending up on the bad side. first period basically pissing off teacher then 2nd period got better 3rd was alright, 4th was alright, lunch was great then 5th was good, 6th was great. i know only like 1 period was actually bad but afterschool going home then just waiting. we finally talked then i was talking to the best friend of my weirdo but idk. she just said something that is making me think right now. and as of last night i was really confused. why? well first of all i know i should follow my heart and its telling me to wait for you, but i don't even know if imma have a chance with you. I know i haven't been waiting long and maybe i'm just being greedy or something, but i do really want you and you make me happy everytime we hangout and etc. your birthday is coming up and i planned so many things just to make it special but your friend made me think. and she said to sleep on it and i did. i am still going to go through with my things i planned because i'm following my heart. i wanna do these special things for you for your birthday and i just really hope that you would love it. but i'm still hoping for the best :/