weirdo

this blog is going to be for you and it's going to be a LONG blog. i have nothing else to do except think about you. lately I've been thinking sooo much about you like ever since February 16, 2009 yes i remember the date i know hellla good right cus i have bad memory according to my weirdo. every day passes and i still don't have you but Patience is golden as i always say and you hate how i keep saying that but hey it's true. also you hate it wen i keep saying follow your heart. well I'm following my heart and it tells me that you are the one. although you are currently taken I'm going to do whatever it takes just to wait for you. i know I'm going to wait but i hope i don't wait too long but i know i will eventually have you. every time we talk or like see each other I'm a whole different person I'm more happy, and i smile much more. although i don't know what your feeling cus you don't wanna say which i respect but i just wish one day that I'll find out. everyday i wake up thinking of you and it's an automatic text to you saying "Good morning" everyday i do that because your the first thing that pops up wen i wake up but when i sleep i always text "Goodnight" these re just simple things that i want to do just for you. knowing that your okay and not dead haha jk jk jk. Many memories we have already even though it's only been like 2 weeks or something. tripoM was the first thing that made me hellla laugh and then i look dunk which doesn't make sense ahah but these are just stuff that makes me smile. even though there not that funny it just makes me smile wen i see you laugh. i'm so thankful to God that i met you and i regret not meeting you before even though you were right there in front of me and i didn't notice you till that Monday! and I'm sorry. but i just realllllly hope that we could be good as friends if it doesn't work out or if it does that you could be my weirdo till the end! :) i really _ _ _ _ you soo much and i know that i could count on you that it Will be us sooner or later. I'm gonna end this now and i just really hope that you talk to me again :) cus i miss those late talks we have haha i love you and I'm always going to be your dork no matter what. :) <3 hoping for the best :/