Tuesday, November 11, 2008

why am i alive?

that's the question i asked myself last night. last night i felt that i wasn't wanted in this world or at least that's how i felt. I'm not going to mention names but i feel that i'm not wanted. and i was thinking to myself last night why am i still alive? i was happy until this happened but it's whatever. i don't care anymore. i'll just live life knowing that i'm not wanted with some people.

my day was alright. i had a bonding time with my mom we decorated my house the INSIDE only getting ready for christmas. i know early right but yea. umm after we decorated i had a dental appointment and while they were like putting tools and everything i was texting ashley. hahaha cause i was bored. but yea my day was ehhh but not bad.

1 comment:

Cris-ann said...

Kev, God puts each and everyone of us here on earth for a reason. He sets those people who make you feel unwanted as a test, and only an obstacle to make you stronger. Don't let them break you down, use it as an opportunity to get stronger! Don't take things for granted yoo. Stay up! If you need anything, I'm here! Like you alwayss say, if you lose faith, there's ALWAYS hope. hahah