"not in the mood"

hey guys well as of now i'm not in the perfect condition to be my usual self. my mood got down since last night i had no sleep and i just kept thinking about the reason why? so i was having a great day last night except i was really tired. so i was on aim and the girl i asked to homecoming which i will not identify cause yea. this girl is the girl of my dreams. i really do like her and if you are reading this i should have just told you that i like you but i just can't. so i asked her to homecoming and i know it's not your fault and it's no anyones fault that you "CAN'T" make it to my homecoming. i really wanted you to be my date cause i wanted to spend this time with you. although you live that far i understand everything. i'm thankful for meeting a great person like you. i know this is just fast i kno. but thanks for everything. and for all the people reading this. i might not go to homecoming anymore or i might go but just alone. I'll just be your guys photographer with crisann's camera hopefully. i'm sorry for not acticing normal today i was just not in the mood. i just realllllly wanted to go to homecoming with the girl of my dreams. this sound corny but it's true. i hope that everything goes well n we still talk. i hope this doesn't change anything. if you can't take a serious relationship we can just be great great great friends. also for the friends that cared about me i just wanna say thank you alot. thanks for always being there for me wen i need you guys at the most. and again Happy Birthday to you Matt and my cousins Danielle!!!! but yea thanks for everything. if you have anything or any advice just comment me. i'm still down but as nico said that i should just acept the fact and not let this problem affect me. even though i want her to be my date badly some day i will get over this and move on life. but as of now i'm just down but yea thanks for reading/ caring for me. and for the girl don't feel bad it's fine. even though i'm like this i hope that you'll still tlak to me. but thanks for everything. i'm going to end this with a quote from nico! "sometimes, I hate the word Love, But always love the word Hope because you can always Hope for the best when all things go wrong..- NICO CABRERA!