drowning

today i felt like i was drowning and no one was going to save me. it felt that bad. i was fighting so hard to live life but it wasn't working. i was dieing off every second passed. i'm tired and today i felt like sh*t. i felt that i was being pulled down by so many people. it may seem i was happ but i wasn't. i'm really tired and i was wondering when will the day come. so people could just realize when i'm gone it's oging to make a HUGE change. i'm tired of drowning in these tears and drowning in all this mess. i'm tired of everything. when will i be the one. and let me be the one.